29th may, saturday

gab was upset bout something and i had to go see what happened and stuff. she was sobbing so hard all that came out from her mouth came out in yells. i felt like i was the one who made her cry, not stella and yvonne. i was on the phone with joshua then, and i kept stealing desperate glances at the phone. i had put him on hold for 30 mins. I was pratically kneeling down on the floor listening to her that when i stood up i nearly fell over. when she was finally done i hurridly picked up the receiver. but it seems he had slept by the phone. poor boy. feel so guilty now.

and the next morning i overslept and gab started yelling at me. this time i was the one she was angry with, alright. she yelled and tugged and screamed. in the end she went to te lotr exhibition by herself. i wanted so much to go. but all the yelling and tugging kinda spoilt my mood. i dont feel like going to the play tonight as a result. but i promised sherlyn`. i want to be a good friend. so i guess i'll go. the holidays are so stressful.